TESTIMONIES AND LIVE VIDEO READINGS
READING TESTIMONY'S
If I performed a reading for you, Privately, or even on
this Blog - Please feel free to give your honest opinion of what I do, how I do
it, and your beliefs in my legitimacy re: your (or someone else's)
reading. You can post Anonymously or whatever your comfortable
with. I just enjoy reading EVERYONE'S feedback. These are testamonies involving all types of
readings. Thank you -
A MESSAGE FROM BEYOND....RANDOM.....
KEITH OR HEATH.....??
LINK TO HER RECORDED READING (CUT)
-This is the most recent live reading....done 6/3/2012. It turned out very well - IMO :) ---
The reading video is very long and drawn out and even boring at times to someone who's not "involved"....that's because it's a REAL reading....not "acting" for entertainment purposes.....It's a mixture of me connecting with spirit's (that's the "interesting" portions) and then some tarot card reading....which is more boring to an outsider, because it's advise / info. specific to the person I am reading for....But, it can be viewed at the link below :).
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A MESSAGE FROM BEYOND....RANDOM.....
KEITH OR HEATH.....??
I had the "spirit" of a man who's passed completely encompass my thoughts for hours......I couldn't see his face or much about him at all.....All I could hear was his words. I "got" that his name was either Heath or Keith & because he wouldn't leave me be, it is my assumption he wanted me to post his words / thoughts.
I DO NOT know who this person was & rather than try googling who may have committed suicide with simular names.....which could take all day, I will just post this post & hopefully the person(s) he's wanting the message to go to, will just "know" who he is.
He said, very clearly:
"I DIDN'T COMMITT SUICIDE, YOU JOKERS. I LOVED TO MANY OTHER'S- TOO MUCH- TO "GO OUT" BY MY OWN HANDS. WHILE I DID DO MY SELF IN WITH STUPIDITY OVER WHAT I KNOW NOW, WERE MY OWN INSECURITIES, I DIDN'T DO IT PURPOSELY. JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW THIS. I'M OK. REALLY - SO- LET'S PUT A SMILE ON THAT FACE. NOW, I'M ALWAYS SMILING."
And that was it. I hope this means something to someone, somewhere - And I hope this is what he wanted me to do, so I can go through the rest of my day without his voice in my ear!
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COMMENTS:
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StephJuly 29, 2012 4:31 PMOMG- Thank goodness. I guess I did what he wanted...I posted and shared it where I could. He's gone. I do hope that his message reaches who he intends for it to reach. I will say, he was quiet persistent and demanding with a rather loud voice! Or maybe it was just loud to me in my own head! LOL Either way, he's fine and may his soul finally rest in peace. -ReplyDelete
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AnonymousJuly 29, 2012 5:15 PMUNBELIEVABLE.......AMAZING...........I know who this is from!!!! Anyone else know? Who saw Batman - The Dark Knight? Duhhhh- "HEATH LEDGER" who played the JOKERRRRR committed suicide with a drug overdose.ReplyDelete
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StephJuly 29, 2012 5:41 PMI'm sorry....I really do love the batman movies, but havn't seen one since.....Idk? Is this even a possibility? If so, why me? and who is he wanting me to tell? You'd think he'd hollar in the ear of some famous Celeb Psychic!!! I have no means to reach the public he's "talking to"! Well, whoever it is, I put his message out there. :)ReplyDelete
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StephJuly 29, 2012 5:53 PMOH and btw, if it is the man who played joker, then he DIDN'T committ suicide, then - per his message. Maybe (if him) that's what he want's other's to know and it's not really to anyone "specifically" - hummm? interesting. I'm flattered, I think! :) I googled batman and the joker was played by Heath Ledger, who is reported to have committed suicide....So, again, if this is him....He DIDN'T commit suicide. :) Thanks Heath for letting me tell everyone....if this indeed you. My only issue with it being him, is the person who was "talking in my ear" had an accent.....So, ???ReplyDelete
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AnonymousJuly 29, 2012 6:12 PMAfter reading this I immediatly thought of Heath Ledger. With him referring to whomever as "Jokers" and the "Put a smile on your face remark" He played the joker in the Batman movie "The Dark Knight". And their was so much controversey & questions surrounding his death, as to weather he purposly took a cocktail of prescription drugs in an attempt to commit suicide or if he unconciously took them thinking it was ok to take them all together because they were all drugs prescribed by his doctor's & drugs approved by the FDA?? Alot of people have the impression that if your doctor prescribed it then it must be fine to take bc he/she is the one with the PHD and should very well know what they are talking about so therefore they don't second guess it and just wind up taking what's prescribed to them in hopes to feel better. The cause of death for Heath was listed as Prescription Drug Toxicity and with that being said in my opinion I don't think it was intentional on his part. Heath had a beautiful daughter which I'm sure he loved more than anything. Everything I've read about his family seems to show that they were a pretty tight nit, loving family and even though they weren't together at the time of his death, Michelle Williams the mother of his child, was absolutely heart broken. From reading different things, Heath was the love of Michelle's life. Maybe due to recent events such as the making & release of the new Batman movie "The Dark Knight Rises" and the tragic shooting that happened in Aurora, Co theater while people went to see the opening of the show, and recent reports that Michelle Williams the mother to his daughter has finally opened up to the public that she has started dating again, all these may have his spirit restless and he decided to reach out to you Stephanie to let himself be heard. Weather this is Heath Ledger or someone else named Heath/Keith I think that it's a wonderful thing that you decided to share this with the rest of the world in an attempt to get his voice out to whomever giving them comfort and let them know that regardless of whatever is said he's speaking the truth and, He is okay and He is at peace. Stephanie you are amazing....ReplyDelete
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AnonymousJuly 29, 2012 7:43 PMYes....I know this is him coming through...and he does have an Austrailian accent. I miss him so much. Thank you for posting this. He meant so much to me. If I paid you for a professional medium reading (saw you do this on your other, Psychic Blog) would you be able to connect with him again for me? I have so many unanswered questions for him. I envy you're gift....And there is one thing you said above, that no one would know about, except one very close to him, so I know you really did hear from him. I will contact you through your request a reading contact form/page. Thank you for sharing thisReplyDelete-------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "HOW?? Do you know if a PSYCHIC / MEDIUM etc..IS "F...":
Stephanie did a life reading for a few days ago and I was very impressed. Before I went I was a little nervous about going. Although I hold strong beliefs in people having the capacity for special senses or gifts, and a belief in the paranormal, I was raised in a Baptist family and going to someone for a Tarot reading was unheard of!
I prayed about it before my appointment. I've had a lot of things troubling me and causing me a lot of stress, and I just didn't know which direction to go or who to talk to about it. I had never met Stephanie before and I made sure not to share any details with her ahead of our appointment. Well, let me tell you, the cards just fell into place about what I was struggling with and answered my questions. I left my appointment feeling like a huge weight had been lifted off of me.
Stephanie also said my maternal grandmother and my stepmom paid a visit while I was there, and that my stepmom was with me often. We lost her a few years ago and I miss her so much. I was extremely close to her and so often I wish I could pick up the phone and call her. It was very comforting to know she was close.
I would highly recommend her service to anyone, believers and skeptics!
Lisa
Waxahachie
-This is the most recent live reading....done 6/3/2012. It turned out very well - IMO :) ---
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AnonymousJune 5, 2012 2:29 PMThank you for the reading, I have also enjoyed watching your live reading! There are so many things you hit on that would not have been known by just anyone. You truly have a gift! Thank you!!ReplyDelete
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This message was sent to me from the lady I read for on 6/3/2012 by telephone (1st video above)
I watched the recording of my reading and wanted to let you know that you said you didn't know what my Dad died of BUT WHEN SAYING THAT, YOU SWIPED YOUR HAND OVER YOU CHEST AREA!!... He died of lung cancer!! Just wanted to let you know. Thanks, Sandy
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Thank you for letting me know that Sandy.... That is another benefit of me taping (videoing) readings.... many times my body language means more to the person I read for than it does for me... :)
The reading video is very long and drawn out and even boring at times to someone who's not "involved"....that's because it's a REAL reading....not "acting" for entertainment purposes.....It's a mixture of me connecting with spirit's (that's the "interesting" portions) and then some tarot card reading....which is more boring to an outsider, because it's advise / info. specific to the person I am reading for....But, it can be viewed at the link below :).
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Stephanie Almaguer - Mother, Wife, Sister, Daughter, and Human.....: LIVE Medium Reading- (Recording) Mary Moyer / Cecil Bryan
Stephanie Almaguer - Mother, Wife, Sister, Daughter, and Human.....: LIVE Medium Reading- (Recording) Mary Moyer / Cecil Bryan
http://youtu.be/FtrBRZ7W6YE
http://youtu.be/FtrBRZ7W6YE
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How cool was this? I know how see feels. I got married to my husband with my grandmothers wedding ring. I had to put it up in my jewerly box cuz i was 8 mos pregnant and swollen. When i finally was able to put it back on, it was gone. Never got it back. I would love to know is she finds the rings. I agrree he need to start saving for a new set and then super-size it for making her worry for so long..lol I truely enjoyed this. It s amagizing how many family members stepped up.ReplyDelete
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From: Mary Moyers
Subject: Something weird happen this morning
To: stephalmaguer@yahoo.com
Date: Friday, November 4, 2011, 1:10 PM
Hey Steph,
I had something really weird happen this morning when I was going to work at 0430 am. When I went to get in my car this am, there was my dad's Holy Bible sitting in the drivers seat. Now this bible has been in my house somewhere, my mom gave it to me when I moved in my house. I have called my sister,mom and husband to see if they put it in there. They all say they didn't.
What do you think?
Mary
Ps. I really enjoy meeting and talking to you. Thanks again, who knows maybe I'll make you my new BFF.ha ha ha
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Re: Something weird happen this morning
Friday, November 4, 2011 4:53 PM
From:
"Stephanie Almaguer"
View contact details
To:
"Mary Moyers"
I haven't had time to review- re-listen to the reading, I just posted it - and had to continue with another reading.....So, I can't remember - but did I tell you that they tell me they're around all the time and do little things to show you that? I know that I told someone else that - Because they are.....Our loved ones see, hear and watch over us always - And they often leave clues, etc....to prove to us they're with us. I'm not going to say "HE LEFT IT"..... But, I'm going to tell you, it's possible. Since he did come though in the meeting - and it was his Bible........You just go with how you feel. I think it's awesome! Also - When I was reading your email about you going to work, I had an "image of you" at work......With what I saw, I'm guessing you work in the medical field......but more in like the "biological" aspects??? Idk? Anyway- I'm sure we will keep in touch - I really enjoyed talking to you also and in particular, your "Mee-maw" She was a tough cookie! :)
Stephanie Almaguer
"It isn't what you have, who you are, where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy, it is what you think about.”
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STEPHANIE McNERLIN - General / Health
& Finance
Stephanie, You
stated that you had some concerns surrounding health issues and your finances
as well..... Just remember....as bad off as you may think you are right
now....especially in finances, so is the majority of the population right
now! : ( Unfortunately, I realize it doesn't help
you feel any better... Hopefully this reading will provide you with the
answers your looking for so that you can go forward without fear and maybe a
sense of direction in improving areas within your concerns. Thank you and
please let me know how you feel I did on your reading - Luck to you always -
Stephanie
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2 comments:
Anonymous said...
Stephanie,
Thank you so much for the reading. Ever since I had kids I have always been so
nervous about getting sick and leaving them behind. My best friend has psychic
abilities but because we are so close she has a hard time reading me cause her
feelings get in the way. SHe tells me all the time that there is nothing
physically wrong with me that I need to work through my mental issues. So when
I read that from your reading I was floored. THe other thing that really caught
my eye is that I always tell my husband that I want to jusgt pick up, move and
start my life over somewhere. In your reading you use the exact words that I
use with my husband. It is not that simple though. I have a 7 year old son who
has multiple disabilities and so moving requires a lot of advance planning and
preperation. I think you were pretty right on with my life and my feelings. I
am going to school right now, will graduate with my BS in June or July. I see
you picked up on that as well. Thank you soooooooooooooo much! and I will
definitely be back for a paid reading in the future!
Steph said...
YEA!
Thank you so so much...I have been so blessed thus far, with ALL my readings
done On this blog for free and the few I've been asked to do with pay in being
correct and right on...All but one! She's denying my reading to her at every
level...I think she expected me to be more of a fortune teller...and that's not
what I am...I ask that everyone please read my pages posted on this blog re:
"What is a Medium & limitations" ANd how to understand your Tarot
reading.....That's a very useful tool when trying to understand how to read and
figure out what your tarot reading is or isn't telling you.... Other than this
one person - I'm thrilled with the results, and will be happy whenI finally get
all my free readings done and can BALANCE my own life and slow down a bit! :) I
either need to find a paying job....or God willing, get myself more organized,
etc...and pray that God send enough reading's to assist in providing for my
family, while allowing me to still maintain and care for my family....That
would be a true blessing - Pray with me...I'm going to need it. and thanks for
everything!
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MARSHALL
- General Life (Private)
I am sorry this took so long.....A lot to do and little time to
get it all done. Anyway You said
you were looking for just a General life reading....Giving no specific concerns
- just in general. PLEASE, READ MY PAGE "HOW TO
UNDERSTAND A TAROT READING". It will help you to understand this
reading and it's meaning so much better. Please respond after you receive this
and let me know how I did. Thank you and Best of luck to you. Stephanie
(PS) Please keep reading and sharing my Blog! : ) Thanks
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"TAROT" LIKE THIS........ "PLEASE REVEAL SOME
INFORMATION OR ADVISE I CAN GIVE TO "SB" TO HELP HER WITH
DECISIONS RE: HER LIFE/SELF,
PURPOSE, STRUGGLES, AND INCLUDING ADVISE ON ALL THE CONCERNS/ISSUES SHE'S
FACING....INCLUDING ADVISE RE: HAVING A BABY, IF POSSIBLE & HOW TO GO ABOUT
CORRECTING AREAS IN HER LIFE WHICH SHE MUST OVERCOME / CORRECT, IF ANY, IN
ORDER TO BE HER BEST SELF" --------
(her comments are below, somewhere!) lol
AGIGGLES - General Life Reading
April, Please
respond after you receive this and let me know how I did. Thank you and
Best of luck to you. Stephanie (PS) Please keep reading and sharing my
Blog! : ) Thanks
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QUESTIONS WERE PRESENTED TO THE "TAROT" LIKE THIS........ "PLEASE
REVEAL SOME INFORMATION OR ADVISE I CAN GIVE TO "APRIL"TO
HELP HER WITH DECISIONS RE: HER
LIFE/SELF, PURPOSE, STRUGGLES, AND INCLUDING ADVISE ON HER QUESTIONS
SURROUNDING HER CONFIDENCE AND CAREER/NO CAREER ISSUES..........HOW TO GO ABOUT
CORRECTING AREAS IN HER LIFE WHICH SHE MUST OVERCOME / CORRECT, IF ANY, IN
ORDER TO BE HER BEST SELF"
(READING PERSONAL)
Steph I wanted to say you are doing a great thing. I wanted
to tell you that I have read each and everything you have posted on this blog.
I find it very fasintating and sumtimes a bit jealous of that incrediable gift
that you have. I wanted to say thank you for taking the time away from you
family, (husband and kids) to do these free readings. I think what you are
doing one a day is a great way to balance what you are doing and your family. I
can't wait until you get my reading done though. I hope that it clears up some
things for me that I have been having issues with. I don't want to rush you or
anything but wanting to see if you pick up on anything with my health while you
are doing my reading as well. But will be looking forward to checking for new
things posted tommorrow. Keep doing what you doing its helping more than you
know. Thanks Stephine. April Minear
oh darn wrote this big long response and I lost it. Hate
that when that happens. So here I go again hehe. OMG you were spot on. I am
amazed at how the cards were so right I do struggle financially every week. We
are one of those families that live paycheck to paycheck. Although we work with
it and my bills are paid I just am not able to go do extra fun things with the
kids. I guess this is my destiny though and the way it is suppose to be so I
will keep trying to make the best of it. Another thing the tarot pointing out
that I might feel lost. I wonder al ot if I would have picked a different road
instead of having babies right away and if I would have finshed school first
(although I wouldn't wish my kids gone) if things would be different. If I
wouldn't stuggle with money so much. The next card the queen of cups. I do
beleive that one of my greatest abilites is that I have always been a very
caring and compassionate person. Also mentioned this could be my very own
downfall as that I need to be careful. I do think with my heart and not my
head. Funny tarot would point that out as well. I needed to confirm that I am a
good wife and a loving mother. A lot of times I don't feel like that. I feel my
children don't care what I do for them. I feel they are always like give me
more mom. What else you got for me mom and that I am not recogized for what I
do do for them. My boyfriend on the other hand. I wonder as well. I am not able
to provide for him the way he would like. I am not sure why this is. And maybe
that should have been the question I asked instead of the mom thing I don't
know. I had so many questions that I could have asked. You mentioned in the
Queen of Cups a few different times about being a healer, counselor, or
psychic. I wonder a lot if I might be just have to bring it out from underneath
somewhere(?) Here it was mentioned too the the queen of cups sometimes she can
be psychic and reamy. I have had dreams in the past where someone I knew was
going to die, and then I found out that they had indeed passed away. So again
wondering if this might be an ability somehow. I am a very passive person as
you brought that up too. Espcially with the children here again. Way more than
I shoudl be. I give into them when I see they are hurt. I see how excited they
get when a friend knocks on the door to play and they aren't suppose to play
because they are grounded or something. I will let them go out and play
anyways. With the 7 of Wands I feel ike I do stuggle to keep things going. I
feel like I get into a relationship and for some reason after a few years it
doesn't work out. I struggle in this area as well. I have been with this one
for almost 5 years now though so I hope that I can stay with this one. (any insight
here?) Funny you also mention that I feel like I am always competing with
someone. My family has always been competive. I think it is in our bloodline
but I am always doing this. I compete in everyway of our lifestyles with each
other. I want to thank you for doing this reading and even though it doesn't
look like I am going to be rich (guess I will stop playing the lottery) I will
be happy being a stay at home mom because I love and care about my children.
Thanks again Steph you were spot on with this reading as usual.
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TREVINO - Gen Life w/Question
THE
QUESTIONS WERE PRESENTED TO THE "TAROT" LIKE THIS........ "PLEASE REVEAL SOME INFORMATION OR ADVISE I CAN
GIVE TO "CT" TO HELP HER WITH DECISIONS RE: HER
LIFE/SELF, PURPOSE, STRUGGLES, AND INCLUDING ADVISE ON ALL THE
CONCERNS/ISSUES SHE'S FACING....INCLUDING ADVISE RE: HAVING A BABY, IF POSSIBLE
& HOW TO GO ABOUT CORRECTING AREAS IN HER LIFE WHICH SHE MUST OVERCOME /
CORRECT, IF ANY, IN ORDER TO BE HER BEST SELF" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
One thing I want to point out in your reading is that It appears that much of
your life, descisions, concerns, etc...revolve around other people, appearing
to be males....Every card drawn, other than one representing YOU - was a "person"
card....Interesting......(READING PRSONAL)
1 comments:
Thanks so much for doing this reading for me!! I can't wait
to see what you find out! I really appreciate you!!
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Monday, October 24, 2011
"MARINA" -
Life Purpose / Direction
Marina- Please provide feedback. I hope I am helpful, specific to your situation, and help
you to be a all you can be. (Now I sound like an Army Commercial)
LOL......
To begin with....MOST P/M/I (Psychic/ Medium/ Intransitives)
Believe we've lived other, if not many lives and are reincarnated to re-do /
repeat and learn from our last lives mistakes / and while in "heaven"
we devise, ourselves, what our plan/goals/etc...for our next lifetime on earth
will be......For, when we pass away, we no longer think selfishly and see
clearly along with our maker. In other words, all intentions are heaven
are good, yet we still have free will.....? AND, we don't want to have to
continue repeating, over and over...therefore we wisely devise our next life
time. NOW- I'm not 100% sure what I believe on that subject, BUT -
regarding your concerns, I did do what is called a "KARMIC"
reading.....It reveals telling information about you in this lifetime (present
day) - a past lifetime (which relates to present lifetime) ***and what
amazes me and get's me to thinking, "well, maybe it's true" is
because the tarot - although just a deck of specialty cards - always gives me
cards that are perfect for a person's situation? Obviously, before I deal
them, I pray to not only God, for whom I truly believe in, and I also ask
spirits from your known lifetime to assist me in revealing the cards that will
best help them describe you... for you, a women came through) When dealing the
cards, the can come up either in the “upright” position (UP) or
“reversed” (REV) position. ALSO- I spent
a lot of time on this reading…It’s very detailed…I could feel your pain and
have felt the same re: my Own life direction, purpose….. Compare as
you read your past life situations
"way of life" with your present day situations "way of life" and look at the
parallels/differences... And when reading your "in-between life" portion....understand how you are suppose to be
incorporating what you "devised" for this life time....and
see / compare with past life to see how/where you may not be
"learning" from past mistakes, rather continuing to repeat...That is
where change needs to occur, & set YOU on the RIGHT PATH IN THIS
LIFETIME, DOING WHAT YOU WERE M E A N T TO DO BE DOING
READING PERSONA:
IN CONCLUSION.......I SEE AND FEEL YOU HAVE GREAT POTENTIAL
AND BIG DREAMS FOR YOU AND EVEN YOUR SON..... YOU ARE JUST ALLOWING OUTSIDE
INFLUENCES, CLOUD YOUR JUDGMENT - HOLD YOU BACK - AND KEEP YOU DORMANT.
FIGURE OUT WHAT THAT IS - AND I SEE YOU TAKING OFF AND SHINING BRIGHTER THAN
YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE. MAKE IMPORTANT DECISIONS, HOLD YOUR GROUND, AND
DO WHAT YOU SAY - AND REACH FOR YOUR DESIRES.
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11 comments:
marina said...
Hi
Steph! WOW! I JUST printed it off to read/review. My little guy came down with
a bad cold/bronchitus and was sick yesterday and up all night, so I didn't get
the chance earlier! Looking forward to reading it and giving you my feedback
very soon! Thank You! Marina
marina said...
Hi
Steph, Update I spent at least 3 hours today reviewing your amazing reading,
I'm floored. I have to send you more details on my feedback later this week as
I actually think i caught the flu from my little boy and feel very ill and had
to go to bed as soon as I put him down at 8pm. You did an amazing job, I can't
believe how hard you worked on this for me and I'm very grateful, more than it
appears so far on this blog. In touch soon. xo Marina
Steph said...
No
problem...I'm just glad to hear that it was a good reading and I hope you're
feeling better soon! Take care- Steph
marina said...
Hi
Steph, The woman that kept coming through during my reading I am guessing is my
mother in law who passed away Sept 2008. At the time I had been married 10
months and was due to have my first child, her first grandchild 10 weeks before
she passed away. This woman was an excellent role model to my husband and I
only started to realize and appreciate what an excellent role model she could
have been for me just before she passed away, but I hadn't seen it at the time.
Just as you stated in your reading, I did not have good role models. In fact my
mother was a poor role model, there was no encouragement, support, affection or
anything of true value taught to me and my sisters. She was a tyrant and was
physically abusive and emotionally abusive and neglectful. My father was just a
tad better, he wasn't physically abusive or emotionally abusive he was just
selfish and thought about himself more than he did about being a good role
model to me and my sisters. In regards to your reading about the reason I was
always the way I was and still struggle today with my own identity is that I
did not have the best of role models. Seeing that my mother in law would have
been the perfect role model for me, the mother I wished I had, I just want to
confirm if in deed it was her who kept hanging around? The only other person it
could have been that I can think of was a woman who I used to work with 20
years ago, who was old enough to be my grandma, who I admired and also was a
woman that I had wished was my mother. She passed away I believe in 1992 at
66-68 years of age. TBC................
marina said...
The
Purpose I am to be a good teacher to my child. I know this seems obvious to
most moms, but it wasnt so obvious to me, until seeing it here during this
reading. It really sounds like something my mother in law would have told me.
This really makes me cry, I am to be a good teacher to my child, makes so much
sense and is so basic, yet I didn't even know it and am only learning it as of
recently. The other point you make is that I am to be a good role model and
teacher to all kids. To give and help those less fortunate than myself. You are
correct in your reading because Lately I have wanted to see if I could change
my career path and do something to help those less fortunate than myself,
actually, abused and neglected children, but I haven't got the faintest clue
how to do this. During my research it would require me to go back to school for
years. I've been trying lately to figure out a way to do this without having to
go back to school for 2-3 years and I just keep giving up because it seems like
all those years of school would not work for me right now. So I stay stagnant
and I freeze. TBC..........
marina said...
Page of
Wands Your reading couldn't be more accurate in regards that I am experiencing
a creative restlessness within myself that is waiting for some sort of
expression and I do feel like I am on the verge of some sort of discovery and
new phase of life. But I haven't figured it out as of yet or it's stifled and I
am stuck. I do believe I am a free spirit who is creative, wants to be
different, make changes, contribute and be recognized. But it still seems to
leave me isolated and alone. I'm always isolated and alone. I feel like I have
alot to contribute but no one cares or recognizes or see's me. So I am frozen
and can't seem to accomplish much and time just keeps ticking away.
TBC..........
Steph said...
BTW- I did just post, finally another reading request..I thought
I'd never finish that one...The only one I got done today! : ( Sorry - I hope I
did ok. I'm over and out for today...I will check back in the morning. POOPED
OUT. Please update me if you will on Lisa, if there's anything new...As will I
update this blog if I "get" anything new. Thanks for reading
everyone!
Luci said...
Thank
you for your response, Steph. You are amazing! I would rather have a
"medium" read instead of a general one. I hope this isn't too much to
ask. If so, I understand. I'm curious about my grandparents on my mother's
side. I have such guilt about my grandmother (Anna) who passed October 6, 2001.
She was born May 1928. If it's not too much, I'd also like to know about my
grandpa, Anna's husband, who passed Jan. 1, 1990. Wilbur was his name, born
Nov. 1925. Are they together? Are they happy/at peace? Does my grandmother know
how sorry I am? Thank you.
RACHEL W. - Re: husband
RACHEL’S READING
OK
Rachel.....I am so very leery on doing readings in which one person wants to
know if their partner is being deceitful or cheating.....I'm so leery that I
may be wrong and ruin someone’s life.....So- everything I reveal...make sure
it's taken in context and make sense or is actually relevant to what is
appearing to go on in your life....If it doesn't coincide with events - then
disregard and I will try again. I might also make mention...the Tarot
picks up Energies......I have found that when I do multiple
readings....previous energies could remain, and it gives me false readings.....
Your current marriage status maybe be rocky on the love side, but as far as living well, finances, material success- All seems well on the home front....But as we all know, if your unhappy or feeling neglected in your relationship, all the money and possessions in the world mean nothing.
I'm gonna start with you, your thoughts, heart, etc. in regards to your feelings about your husband
1- Your "head" (thinking) believes that your husband is a hard worker & in fact spends more time working than at home - work-a-holic..... He is however successful at what he does and very focused, earning a good living. He can be very argumentative and stubborn - yet well educated.
2- Your "heart" (feelings/emotional) believes that there may be more going on at work involving a certain business partnership - especially concerning the amount of time spent at work (or where ever)
3- The Impression you husband gets or sees from you - He thinks you create and cause your own problems, worries, stress, and make false accusation. You are sabotaging the relationship by your own insecurities. (NOW, this is his perceptive re: your behavior towards him)
Next - we're gonna dive into your husbands head and thoughts.......
1- His "head" (thinking) resolves primarily around himself - a bit self centered.....he works on improving his diet, exercise, and self improvement in general (is he older than you?) He believes he's all that and things just gravitate to him, naturally?
2- His "heart" (emotions/feelings) are doubting his loyalties.....He finds himself having to make a decision involving morality, in which he chooses badly. ? : ( This choice will eventually, if it hasn't already? cause a lot of discord within family, friends, and even work - losing support from those who've always supported him (family? wife?) I feel a lot of interference and discord with in laws - He realizes he made a huge mistake and can only think about the need to heal a broken relationship.
3- The Impression your husband portraits to you..(YOUR perspective re: his actions and what he's showing): He appears to be in emotional turmoil, clouded thinking which may have caused his impulsive actions and negative consequences. He still comes off as shallow and conceited and seem to try to always justify why he does what he does...like it's always the result of someone else's behavior. He shows clear deceitfulness - I get a B & J letters and a women with darker hair and features.....She's a .........(tryin to use nice words here)......."friendly, outgoing" person......oh hell, she's a slut! Did I just say that? My bad! She enjoys the thrill of the catch and then doesn't care....leads men to destruction.
Future? I see a lot of emotional upheaval where at times your life may seem unbearable...I do see a separation.......But the truth is, you are better off knowing early...now....before you are so much more invested. You are going to be a better, stronger, wiser person and will get over this much easier than you think. I don't know if you reconcile? But if you do, I feel you with the upper hand this time....But, seriously, if I am right and this is going on - Walk away. I know the type and change is almost never in the cards.
IM VERY SORRY- PLEASE, PLEASE TELL ME I AM SO VERY FAR OFF.........? I DON'T CARE IF IT HUMILIATES ME ON THIS SITE OR NOT. Best of luck- Stephanie
Your current marriage status maybe be rocky on the love side, but as far as living well, finances, material success- All seems well on the home front....But as we all know, if your unhappy or feeling neglected in your relationship, all the money and possessions in the world mean nothing.
I'm gonna start with you, your thoughts, heart, etc. in regards to your feelings about your husband
1- Your "head" (thinking) believes that your husband is a hard worker & in fact spends more time working than at home - work-a-holic..... He is however successful at what he does and very focused, earning a good living. He can be very argumentative and stubborn - yet well educated.
2- Your "heart" (feelings/emotional) believes that there may be more going on at work involving a certain business partnership - especially concerning the amount of time spent at work (or where ever)
3- The Impression you husband gets or sees from you - He thinks you create and cause your own problems, worries, stress, and make false accusation. You are sabotaging the relationship by your own insecurities. (NOW, this is his perceptive re: your behavior towards him)
Next - we're gonna dive into your husbands head and thoughts.......
1- His "head" (thinking) resolves primarily around himself - a bit self centered.....he works on improving his diet, exercise, and self improvement in general (is he older than you?) He believes he's all that and things just gravitate to him, naturally?
2- His "heart" (emotions/feelings) are doubting his loyalties.....He finds himself having to make a decision involving morality, in which he chooses badly. ? : ( This choice will eventually, if it hasn't already? cause a lot of discord within family, friends, and even work - losing support from those who've always supported him (family? wife?) I feel a lot of interference and discord with in laws - He realizes he made a huge mistake and can only think about the need to heal a broken relationship.
3- The Impression your husband portraits to you..(YOUR perspective re: his actions and what he's showing): He appears to be in emotional turmoil, clouded thinking which may have caused his impulsive actions and negative consequences. He still comes off as shallow and conceited and seem to try to always justify why he does what he does...like it's always the result of someone else's behavior. He shows clear deceitfulness - I get a B & J letters and a women with darker hair and features.....She's a .........(tryin to use nice words here)......."friendly, outgoing" person......oh hell, she's a slut! Did I just say that? My bad! She enjoys the thrill of the catch and then doesn't care....leads men to destruction.
Future? I see a lot of emotional upheaval where at times your life may seem unbearable...I do see a separation.......But the truth is, you are better off knowing early...now....before you are so much more invested. You are going to be a better, stronger, wiser person and will get over this much easier than you think. I don't know if you reconcile? But if you do, I feel you with the upper hand this time....But, seriously, if I am right and this is going on - Walk away. I know the type and change is almost never in the cards.
IM VERY SORRY- PLEASE, PLEASE TELL ME I AM SO VERY FAR OFF.........? I DON'T CARE IF IT HUMILIATES ME ON THIS SITE OR NOT. Best of luck- Stephanie
Stephanie,
thank you for taking the time to do a reading for me. First and for most do not
apologize for this reading. I want to also point out that I never told you that
I thought my husband was cheating I just told you in general I thought he was
being dishonest about "SOMETHING" you hit the nail right on the head
GIRL! The second paragraph where start out with my current marriage status. You
couldn't be more accurate. We just got our finances in order after having a
very sick child we are living well now and money is not a problem The second
part of the paragraph "If you are unhappy and feeling neglected in your relationship"
NEGLECTED is the best word on how I can describe how I feel right now. 1. I do
believe my husband is a hard worker. He builds custom cabinets and in homes. He
does an amazing job. In fact he gets alot of "SIDE JOBS" to make more
money. Everyone thinks his work is beautiful and gets job offers all the time.
This is nice, but yes he is a work-a-holic and yes spends more time working
then at home I would agree with this. He also does extra ciricular activities
during the week. He is very argumentative, almost like he doesn't think before
he speaks, or he says things in a context that could have been said in a nicer
fashion. 2. So I wouldn't call myself a psychic at all, but I do have what you
would call a gut feeling. I have always wondered if he was with someone else
during these times he is not at home. I then began to wonder and felt that
maybe he met someone that he did a job with?
3. Now
let me tell you Stephanie when I wrote you I gave nothing away to you get a
good reading. I have to tell you, your so right on with my husbands impression
that he gets of me."He thinks you create and cause your own problems,
worries, stress and make false accusations.. Your sabatoging the relationship
by your own insecurities" I cannot tell you how much you are on target
here. My husband thinks I worry way to much, that I always stress out about
things, that I am always falsely accusing him of cheating or being dishonest
with me and telling me the truth, weather it is if he doesn't LOVE ME anymore
or doesn't WANT TO BE WITH ME.I am surprised you didn't say in here and you
look through his cellphone LOL. So now to dive into my husbands head... 1. My
husband is very self centered. I love the coment you made about how he belives
things just gravitate to him naturally. Everyone loves my husband even girls,
they think he is the most nicest caring guy, so polite.He was very popular in
highschool PROM KING, HOMECOMING KING.Most popular guy in highschool voted. So
I think he still brings that with him and believes that. And by the way he is
older than me almost 6 years older ;-)! 2. His "Heart" is doubting
his loyalties and he makes a bad decision. I have always had a feeling he had
done something. I told him please just tell me I will not get mad we can work
this out I promise, he still denies denies. Now what is interesting is that you
picked up on the family.So let me tell you a little bit about this. His family
loves me, they think
I am a
very hard worker, funny and a good mother. Now on my side of the family he does
not get along with my mother, but he is BESTFRIENDS with my father. I have
always wondered if the reason he didn't want to tell me the truth was b/c he
knew this would cause to much termoil. He wouldn't be considered the nice guy
anymore. A lot of people would dis like him b/c of the choice he made, and my
father would be very upset with him. The impression your husband portraits to
you... He appears to be in emotional turmoil.. Yes he seems depressed, not
interested in me anymore.Sorry if this is TMI but to the point that he only
wants to have SEX on his terms, I find this to be very weird, shouldn't a husband
want to have sex with his wife all the time? I have even made him get his
testoterone levels checked and low and behold "COMPLETLEY FINE" He
always trys to justify why he does what he does.. Who called him, why he is
working late, where he is going. "Like its always the result of someone
elses behavior" would this possibly be my behavior? Constantly worring
causing and creating my own problems, possibly thinking I am sabatoging the
relationship with my own insecurities? You no Steph I have always felt in my
heart that we would get separated I just had this feeling. But I agree with you
when you say you should no NOW... I do agree I want to no b/c of course I want
to be HAPPY. Now I no you are very busy, but do you think this relationship is
at work? Is it someone I might no? And do you no when this will all be revealed
to me? Also do you have a feeling like this has been going on for a long time,
maybe even possibly before our marriage? Is there anything in particular that I
need to look for, keep my eye out on? Again Stephanie thank you so much, like I
said I have never had a psychic do a reading on me before. But please don't
feel bad, you no I actually feel relieved. I think I feel relieved because now
I know I am not crazy and my feeling about something not being RIGHT has been
true all along. It's just the waiting part of when it will be revealed. I am a
very hard worker, infact like you I help people out to in my job! Thanks again
Stephanie you did amazing. If you could help me with those few other questions
that would be great.
I had
more things posted and sent to you I just dont no where all of it went??
Anyways.. Steph you got it right down to the wire! I had a feeling he was doing
something I just couldn't put my finger on it. Do you have any idea when this
will be revealed to me? When the truth will finally come out, I just hate to
have to play the waiting game. Also could you elaborate on this woman some more
please, could it possibly be someone he did a job with? Do I know her? Just
would like to no some guidance about how to approach the subject besides saying
is there something you need to tell me I no your cheating.. b/c we all know
that never works! Thanks again Steph you did an amazing job like I said I wrote
to more whole sections about your reading you did for me but I do not no where
they went I hope that you got them I sent them to you! Thanks again!! And your
AMAZING!
Steph said...
First,
when someone post a comment, it is sent to my email to approve and
publish.....That's why you were not seeing them yet. They are all here on the
site now. I have to say, I'm sorry that I was right this time, but it's better
to know than be a door mat- Or even worse, have him up and leave out of the
blue for someone else (which I don't see happening) I will see if I can get
more info on what's going on, but it may not be today....I wish you luck. And
NO- He's not going to admit it. This is going to take YOU catching him.
Stephanie,
Don't be sorry about what you found out, to me I find it so awesome that you
choose to help out total strangers! In my case your helping me out with
something that I can catch early. I want to share this with you. I have had
this bad feeling for a LONG time, I am a very spiritual person and I prayed to
God to help me find the answer to shed some light, and I believe God sent me to
you, b/c you can help me. Which is so true, you have shed so much light thus
far. I don't think he will up and leave me either, he is comfortable! I figured
he wouldn't admit to it and this was going to take me catching him. To bad
there just can't be more honest men in the world! I would love to here the rest
of how I can approach this and find this information out, more or less some
guidance of how I can find this out so that I am happy again!
Hey
Steph... I just feel like I am STUCK looking for answers but getting no where.
Trying to play in my head exactly who this woman could be and how I am going to
be able to catch him... I dont need a long reading I just want to no WHERE DO I
GO from here? How do I catch him? What exactly do I have to do... THANK YOU!
;-)!
Friday, November 4, 2011
Lacy - You said you just
felt "stuck" and felt as though no matter what you did, you were
always being punished.......Let's see if we can fix that! (PLEASE READ
THE PAGE ON MY BLOG "HOW TO UNDERSTAND A TAROT READING) IT WILL HELP
YOU MAKE SO MUCH MORE SENSE OUT OF THIS!
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(READING PRIVATE)
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Anonymous said...
Stephanie- I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate
what you are doing. I have never had anything like this done before, but have
always been very interested. I am so anxious, I am on pins and needles here. I
had wanted to go into much more detail about whats been going on in my life
(practically my whole life) in every aspect, but you said keep it simple so i
tried to do that. I would really like if you could give me any/everything that
you can. I read some of the others you have done, and to see how amzing it is
that its like you have an open window to who these people really are like into
their very soul, so personal. To say the least I am very excited to see what
you have in store for me. You are doing a great thing for people, I hope you
realize how much you mean to the people you do this for giving people...hope,
closer, comfort, guidence, reasurance, confidence and so much more. So I tip my
hat to you ma'ma, and thank you for taking the time out of your life to help
others. I truly appreciate you, have a wonderful weekend. : ) Lacey M.
Steph said...
OMG- That's exactly what I needed to hear right now....Thank you
- really...Thank you...
Well, I am so glad that if you (the person that takes time away
from her own family to help others) were having a hard day or are drained, that
I could even give you a little sparkle to help you through your day, makes my
day wonderful. I hope you prosper with your work cuz it is truly amazing, and I
hope you have wonderful blessings everyday for you and your family, you deserve
the best. Thank you for being you. You know... I belive there is a reason that
all these people found you... Lacey M.
Steph said...
You truly are exactly the type of person I posted about! Lol...
IMO....Not only that, your kind words and appreciation go a long way in
encouraging me to continue....So again, Thanks and I hope that the reading I
did helps. steph
Hi, I have been very busy recently and have not had a chance to
really go through this. My purse was stolen with EVERYTHING! All my information
along with all my childrens info. All my utility bills with the payments for
them (phone, car, water, sewer, trash, power ect...) checks, money orders and
cash. I also had several ounces of silver bars. My car keys (along with house
keys) were also in my bag so it feels as if my car was stolen too, because it
is going to cost several hundred dollars to replace, along with the monthly
payments for my car and I just cant afford it. My mother is disabled and her
healthhas taken a turn for the worst in recent months. along with the threats
of losing my home. also my husband whom I love with all my heart, but.... I
have been questioning why he treats me the way he does. I know he loves me but
recently I question if he did he would not talk to me in a degrating and
heartless way.I am always walking on eggshells with him, and truly giving him
my everything to make him happy, and I am just feeling worthless. its like dr.
jekal mr. hyde. Im just exhausted by it all. anyway... that is just some of the
reasons I have been to busy to read this but I will when I get a chance. I am
scared that eveything in my life is going to crumble around me at any moment. Soryy
to spew that at you, but I guess I just had to get some stuff off my
chest.Thank youfor everything you do. Lacey M.
Steph said...
Spew away!
Friday, November 4, 2011
RE: HER LIFE/SELF,
PURPOSE, STRUGGLES, AND INCLUDING ADVISE ON HOW TO GO ABOUT CORRECTING
AREAS IN HER LIFE WHICH SHE MUST OVERCOME / CORRECT, IF ANY, IN ORDER TO BE HER
BEST SELF" The VERY 1st thing I'd like to point out is that the
SWORDS suit appeared for each area of your reading.....That being said, It
shows me that yourseeking solutions to what are primarily mental struggles,
conflict and arguments, and decisions which must be made. Also, there could
be many arguments or even violence at present. While Swords can
carry with them many negative or very strong, forceful messages, Swords serve
also as a warning to be more cautious of what is occurring around you.....So,
when reading all the meanings with in each area of your life, keep this in
mind....
READING PRIVATE....
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Friday, November 4, 2011
- General Life
Sorry it took sooo long.
You have several "questions" - concerning a move, your ex and his
possible interference...so I just focused on YOU.... RE: YOUR LIFE/SELF,
PURPOSE, STRUGGLES, AND INCLUDING ADVISE ON ALL THE CONCERNS/ISSUES YOU’RE
FACING....HOW TO GO ABOUT CORRECTING AREAS IN LIFE WHICH MUST OVERCOME / CORRECT,
IF ANY, IN ORDER TO BE BEST SELF"
READING PRIVATE
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missymaemae said...
Sorry
it took so long to get this response to you. Things have just been in an upheaval
from every angle. I am jus tnow getting a chance to type out how I feel about
this reading so bear with me I will try to maintain a sense of order but I can
make no promises lol. This very first few sentences I disagree with. There has
been no clearing of anything... if anythign my situation has gotten worse over
the last couple of weeks. I feel no energy whatsoever. The only thing I could
glean here was maybe that this was not a physical energy but maybe the constant
and dizzying buzz in my head all the time? I have mountains of ideas and
projects in my head but no way to let it out and it can actually be so fierce
that it distracts me from things needing to be done. I DO currently have a
"project" in progress. It has been on hold for a few months as I have
lost the confidence I had when I started it. Its far from completion by any
means. The other problem I run into is that part of the ideas buzzing around my
head are new ideas for books (my project is a novel I am trying to write.) I
get so excited with thee new book ideas that I want to start writing them now
but I still have a half-finished one waiting for my attention. Your reading has
acted as a sort of finger-shake at me to keep from starting on something before
i finish this. Thank you lol. The strike while the iron is hot comment makes
sense to me but the issue is I have no idea HOW. I can't exactly afford to hire
a publisher nor do I know WHAT to do to get published. I feel stuck. Moving
back to the move, yes I am VERY ready to go, alost to the point where I am
ready to break lease and leave this state. Very hasty indeed. The only issues I
have that have stopped me from doing it was the fear that my ex-husband might
cause issues once we move back into the city and state he lives in. I was a little
sad you didn't pick anything up on him since he is the biggest fear I have
about moving. Could you search around and tell me if he is going to put a stop
to our plans or become a problem for us? Advice concerning my chosen path- Me
and my husband have sat here arguing over who this was referring to and came to
the conclusion that there is bits and pieces fo both of us being read here. I
am very emotional heart-on-my-sleeve type of person and he is usually a very
held-back type of person until he explodes. Running away from reality....
-raises hand- I am incredibly guilty of this. I play on SecondLife a lot as a
means of escape from my stress. You don't have disconnect notices in a game! He
also tends to escape through his video games but I am the biggest offender of
this. Emotionally Insecure is both of us, no doubt. I have had problems with
loving myself my whole life so we know who that is peaking of as well as
battling severe depression in the past and again now. My husband has rampant
and unfocused emotions moreso than I do (not that i dont have them but his are
to a higher degree). He has a tendency to literally lash out in a tantrum if I
am gone for more than two hours without him. He does not like me leaving his
side unless I am working. Ther longer I am gone the worse off he gets.
missymaemae said...
I want
to say that you hit the nail on the head when you said "Alternatively, you
may feel thwarted when it comes to doing the types of stimulating, creative
projects that you find really interesting but which may not bring in as much
income as other things." I won't go into what they are, but to me they are
vital to expanding my writing ability and creativity in thinking up scenes and
plots for my book but I am often put down from doing this. I absolutely want to
write. I love reading and writing books but I just never feel as if I am good
enough to make it as a writer in a way that is needed to support my family. I
also have no clue HOW to get to that level. The hermit card got me. You truly
hit the mark with this card and its reading. What I find funny actually, is the
night I read my reading I got some news from my mother about my dad's mom not
doing well. Within 15 minutes we were making plans for me to take a trip to my
hometown to see her and spend the weekend while my husband and most of my kids
stayed home. It was as if I was being GIVEN the opportunity to take my solitude
but then guess what.... I got sick as a dog and slept the entire weekend! This
si what I mean when I say a black cloud follows me everywhere I go lol. Though
when I was awake and coherent I did have discussions abotu moving home. I just
didn't get to focus on my book like I had hoped to do in my downtime. I am
still blown away by your talent. This reading really put some thing sin
perspective for me and I am grateful to you for givnig me this gift. I hope my
response makes sense to you lol. God Bless.
Steph said...
It
doesn't matter if the "entire reading" was 100%. The point is - the
"General Reading" in itself coincided with you and your life, and I
hope that somehow it will help you - I will answer the few questions you
had.....but it will be in just a bit- My husband has threatened divorce if I
don't do some much neglected things I've been putting off! Lol (just joking, I
think? ;/???) Have a great day!
Friday, November 4, 2011
Jenni - Sorry it took sooo long. I'm trying to get everyone's
readings done. I'm spending 10 hours a day doing readings.....If I can get
through this and still keep my husband, I will be fine! Lol.... Anyway, You
asked for just a General reading with some "direction on whether to pursue
your "dream" and advise in re: to some problems facing your
children" in life.
READING PRIVATE
This is an email I received to do a reading. I was asked to do it over email, for privacy. However, when I completed the reading and got her response, , this is what she said.......
OMG!!!!! I'm in tears! Can I call you!! Give me your number? I want to speak to you in person just to tell in detail how right you are!!!!
I will post on your blog!!!!
God love ya
God love ya
SO- I sent her my number, and asked her to just post everything in the comments section after we talk...I didn't mean to make her cry! : (
Re: Reading request
Subject: Re: Reading request
To: "Stephanie Almaguer" <stephalmaguer@yahoo.com>
Date: Sunday, October 23, 2011, 2:30 AM
I was wondering if you would do a reading for me also? There are 3 people that I have concerns with. I'd like to just email you if that's fine. I'd like to keep the reading private:)
I'm not sure what "type" of reading to ask for.
The most important reading is about a man named XXX. He was my first love. I'd like to know if he felt pain, and knew I loved him when he passed. Was he scared, is he with Jesus? Does he "see" my life now?
The second reading is about my XXX, his name was XXX. The circumstances are still unclear, foul play/negligence/ accident ?
The third reading is my XX, XX. Was her death foul play, or did she cause her own death? What was the circumstances?
God love ya
From: "Stephanie Almaguer" <stephalmaguer@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Reading request
To: xxxx <xxxx@yahoo.com>
Date: Tuesday, October 225, 2011, 4:09 PM
FIRST- Please give me feedback.....It's the only way I know how I did and what I need to work on in the future. Thanks
Sorry it took so long to get back with you........But here goes nothing.....(I have to say...you made this reading extremely challenging, in that you gave me no DOD or even the age they were when they passed away) BUT, I like that - It encourages me to reach further into "my mind" and strengthens my abilities.....ANYWAY- Here's what I got (hopefully it will answer at least some of your questions or concerns)
XXX- First, was this his actual name or a middle name? I am just picking up that XXX is either short for something or a middle name....Not sure. Anyway, I see him passing away after an accident / injury?? in the hospital. I feel like my head hurts, which could mean his head was injured somehow. He was having issues / conflicts with others which caused him bad luck....I am picking up on greed.....I think he may have liked to gamble and had at one point in time suffered significant financial set back (net nes. related to the gambling) Something??? I think happened to him during some point in his life which jaded him a bit... it led to him being kinda "shady" and lose a determination or drive that he had once had. There were times he'd even become angrily aggressive...I don't want to go as far as to say violent, but the tendency was there....I'm not sure if any of this contributed to his death, but I do know that he eventually had begun or at least decided to get some help for the issue which made him this way......whether he ever sought help??? All in all, he was a good, country boy at heart. I also feel that he rode a motorcycle or at the least had a great interest in them. You asked me a couple of questions....did he know you loved him? Yes - That being said, it doesn't seem to me that you and he were together when he died??? was he in pain? No, never. Is he with Jesus - I can only say that he's very much at peace - I see him with brown hair.....And I believe he was older than you. There's something about Dec of 2008, I believe that has a connection with him or you or maybe even both??? He does see you and says Congratulations......and then I see you in a wedding dress.....He's like giving his approval.....So, did you recently.....within the last couple of years get married? (within like 3 +/- years) He then refers to your children saying they're beautiful and showed me 2.......not clear - (God, I sure hope you have kids!!!?) If so, and you really have only been married for a couple of years, you and your husband wasted no time! : )) I don't even know how old you are.....So, I asked him to show me what you look like....I'm guess, if I am seeing clearly.....you're about 25, maybe a little older.....He showed me RED hair - said you were fairly tall and thin built.....He said that your name was short for XXXX (I think)??? ....or something like that? He says you were tougher than him and smiles. You could out-drink him too - Not- ? I don't know...I may be WAY wrong, I am only trying to get on the computer my hen scratched notes.....I am sorry if I'm way off. He says to lighten up - He's fine. He watches over you and you actually feel him from time to time......
xxxx- I had trouble pulling any info out of him. Not sure why? He seems to me to have been a "free spirit" kinda guy....Maybe lived his life a little on the edge?! LOL....His death seems like it was an accident, caused by another's negligence.....I tried to get his reason of death, and I just couldn't get anything clear....The only feeling I got was a shot... I can interpret that so many ways, so I will just leave that subject alone. He's not being quite as "open" as xxx, but I am picking up he was your xxx from your father's side of the family... I get that he was younger. He spent too much money and was often in debt. for a good portion of his life and then things began to turn around. As he aged became very much in control, or so he thought. : ) I see either him and his dad or him and his son? I don't know? and they appeared to have a very close, good relationship.
xxxx- The 1st thing she showed me was a girl.....looked really pretty! And she wanted me to know that she was named after her. This girl is very close to you, but I think a little older. A cousin or sister maybe? As far as her life.....Her husband was a hard working man and worked a lot to provide. He was a stubborn man, who ruled the home and argumentative as well. He didn't have much of a sense of humor; mostly business minded. Not that he was a bad husband, just a controlling husband/father. Often, no matter how much or hard he'd work, there seemed to not be enough $??? Or I could be picking up, that when he passed away, your xx struggled financially.? Either way, there was some struggle with finances at one time or another.....However, I don't think it was severe.... I also get that your xx struggled with depression and (God, I hate to even say it) but maybe a little mental illness? There were times she wanted to just disappear....walk away from everything. I see her living to a very old age, like her 90's.....However, I feel she's been gone for quite a while now.....more than 10 years but less than 20.....The first number I hear is 95......that could be the age she died or the year she died. Either way, she lived a very long life and was tired and lonely. She became very forgetful - I don't know if it was just forgetfulness with Alzheimer's, or just from old age...but she's showing me her even being lost before.? She had more than one child, but is showing me a daughter - could be a daughter n law, but I'm feeling more along the actual daughter?? Perhaps this daughter took care of her for a while before she passed away. Was there an inheritance to obtain with her death? I feel as though she felt as though she was a burden to her and/or her family and she was a lady with pride....she prided herself in being self sufficient. May not be the actual case, just the way SHE felt. I feel as though she passed away in her sleep- too much medication. I only say that because I am feeling very light headed and sleepy.....very groggy like I can't awaken..... whether it was intentional, by forgetfulness (accident) or intentional on another's part- she doesn't say.......says she was ready to go anyway and doesn't matter? That's why I asked if anyone had anything to gain by her death?
That's about it........SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- Good, Bad, or not even close? Be honest cause I give my best shot, being as honest as possible....so be the same with me... Thanks for asking me to read for you. Please pass my blog on to everyone and anyone, if you feel as though I did a good job. Let me know ASAP......The suspense will kill me! Have a great day / evening. BTW, where are you from ? What about those I "read"? I want to say I feel your "family" is country by heart....and that makes me think of xxxxx or xxxxxxx..... If you don't want to say, I completely understand. Hope to hear from you soon. (BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR HER REPLY IN THE COMMENTS SECTION.....SHOULD BE INTERESTING!) : )
Stephanie Almaguer
"It isn't what you have, who you are, where you are, or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy, it is what you think about.”
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CHAD GULLEY - Medium
Ginger - Sorry it took so long, but I have finally begun your medium request for CHAD. I hope that I am able to answer any questions you may have had - I have no reason on why you wanted the contact, etc...so I'm doing the best I can. I'm kind of stuck though....(actually, I'm very stuck / confused) The Info. I received from your brother chad, wasn't clear.....so I pulled the Tarot and those cards confused me even more....I am going to just present to you everything I got and maybe (hopefully) it will make sense to you..... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chad is showing me right off the bat, WATER - to be more specific, I feel like he may have drowned.... I'm also "seeing" him very young - Like anywhere between 12-14..... Does this fit? My problem is, I feel like he was with friends, hanging out in a public area - Then one minute, I see him standing on what looks like a pier or something?? (maybe a lake pier or dock of sorts @ or near a marina?) and the next minute he's in the water....But I can't "get" why or even how he ended up in the water.....(fall, jump, pushed?) and for that matter, what caused him to drown?!! I can like see him "struggleing" so maybe he was not a good swimmer or he couldn't swim at all.....BUT, even if the case, I see people around who could have "rescued" him before he had of gone under.....Specifically the friends/ people he was with......When I don't or can't get clear - strong messages from the person I'm connecting with, I pull the Tarot , like I said above and ask the deceased to help me in receiving cards that will answer the questions I'm stuck on, or they are not telling me.....When I pulled his cards, I got some conflicting info. re: how....(why) he passed away / drowned..... other than just not being able to swim (or swim well).....I've never been as stuck as I am now - and not afraid to say so.... Maybe it's because what I "see" and what the cards revealed - when "put together" show a very different picture than what I was thinking.....So, like I said, I'm going to just put it all down and see what you think. I hope it helps - First, I'm wondering if Chad had any medical conditions...such as having seizures? This would explain some of it? 2nd- I also believe he wasn't a strong swimmer, which also compounded his struggles. I also believe that when he "feel" in, he hit his head on something.....which didn't knock him out, but added even more confusion to him. I can tell you 100%, he's ok though.....very much happy and in peace. I feel "country"....like he's from the south....Oklahoma, Texas, Arkansas, I see dirty blonde hair and maybe hazel? eyes....He mentions a Mark....? (PLEASE READ ON MY BLOG - THE PAGE "HOW TO UNDERSTAND THE TAROT") IT WILL HELP YOU MAKE SENSE OF WHAT I AM FIXING TO REVEAL, HOPEFULLY) REMAINING OF READING- PRIVATE
TREVOR ARMITAGE - MEADIUM READING
Cathrine 11/8/2011 MEDIUM- Trevor Carl William Armitage Issue: *Is he proud despite how you felt you let him down? *Does he see you today & how does he feel about your Additions & her life today, in general ***PLEASE, AFTER YOU READ YOUR READING, VISIT MY BLOG AND READ “WHAT IS A MEDIUM & THEIR LIMITATIONS…AND “HOW TO UNDERSTAND A TAROT READING” ALSO, IF YOU WILL, IF YOU FELT AS THOUGH IYOU‟RE YOUR READING JUSTICE, PLEASE POST ON MY TESTIMONIAL PAGE. THANKYOU, AND I PRAY I RECEIVED THE ANSWERS YOU WERE LOOING FOR AND BROUGHT AT LEAST SOME SORT OF PEACE / COMFORT TO YOU AND / OR YOUR FAMILY – IN ADDITION, IF YOU DIDN‟T JOIN MY BLOG, PLEASE DO SO, IF YOU DON‟T MIND AND SHARE IF WITH EVERYONE YOU KNOW! GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS – AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONE WITH ME! - STEPHANIE (stephaniealmaguer.blogspot.com) While “connecting” with Trevor, these are the things I received from him in image, thought, and sound….(please make room for variations, for I sometimes am a bit off on MY interpretation of what I “get” ;) *Father – (or father figure to you) *Someone in connection to you (a child?) is named after him, or he was named after someone – Either way, I feel another Trevor….Did his father die tragically? I feel hot, like fire….(don‟t worry – that doesn‟t mean “hell”!) He had a soft spot for those (especially children?) who were neglected it seems? *He was far from perfect and a bit too harsh and demanding or maybe strict? – He was proud of you then and now – He just didn‟t always show it, in addition to that, he say‟s “Thank you”…and then said, you‟ll know why. He was very disciplined himself, it seems… He does visit often & thinks your new “addition” is perfect. (I see a child….dark complexion/features….I believe it‟s a girl? Seems to not have a lot of hair, but blurry???) He says there are many generations of Catherine‟s….. I see him with dark hair also. .He says you didn‟t need the puppy? Though. (I have no idea what that means!) He says hold on to nothing negative or harmful in this lifetime – for when you‟re gone, you will see – only then, how none of it really mattered. Be happy with you, who you are, and what you have….release all negative baggage you carry, because you will not need luggage in heaven. (That‟s a pretty cool quote…I think I will steal it from him!) *He says that maybe you and him were estranged? When he passed? Or far apart? I‟m not sure if he‟s saying you lived far apart, or your relationship was apart. But either way – he‟s wants you to know no matter where you were when he passed, you were with him. You were his girl. Do you have a brother? Or maybe it‟s his brother….I Michael or William……? Not sure. Could be nothing. Anyway, I also pulled the Tarot for further insight……(ONE question….Did he go by the name Trevor, or was it William or Bill? I just get that feeling?) REMAINING OF READING- PRIVATE-----------------------------------------
Hey Stephanie Thankyou sooo much for doing my reading, just emailing you back to tell you my feelings on the reading ( not sure if your posting this on your blog as i couldnt see it but feel free too if you would like ) ( also will comment on your testimonial page aswel ) I will go through what you said & tell you what i think of it all or what i got from it .. some things i didnt know ie. names, you mentioned brother .. i dont have a brother but i know he does am just not sure of his name. Also from what i know he had a troubled relationship with his dad (also not sure of his name) which i believe was a result of my dad (trevor) lying to his father constanly about things he had done in his past .. things which ended him being put in prison during most of my childhood. Sadly thats all i know about my dads side of the family .. i know i met his mother father when i was a baby but after that my dad had lost touch with them & so i never saw them again. I know his mum passed away but we do not know about his dad passing away. I have asked my mum if she knows about any names on my dads side of the family but she has not got back to me yet. So yes Trevor was my dad, alot of my younger childhood he wasnt there due to my parents divorcing as a result of my dads lying to my mum & from about the age of 6 to 10 he was in prison but used to always send me letters. He came out & found me & my mum when i was about 11 & at the age of 13 i choose to live with him as me & my mum do not get on very well. I was always closer to my dad but we was never close close like he did find it hard i think to show emotion & so do i so we never really had heart to heart talks etc ... I had just turned 20 when he passed & i guess for all the time we had together i took him for granted like i thought we would have soo many years ahead of us & i feel like it all happened soo quick & i never had the chance to tell him how upset i was about the illness he had & that i was scared he would soon be gone, he was diagnosed with cancer in dec & he died the feb & the whole time between them he deteriorated soo quickly it was very hard for me to watch! He always had his partner with him, she was great at the time, without her i would not of been able to cope as my dad needed alot of help the last 2 months, got to the stage he couldnt walk etc .. & the last few days it was my birthday & i had arranged a few months before to go away for the weekend on a ghost hunt thing & the day i left he was very bad, apart of me wanted to not go as i guess i knew in my head he was only gonna be here a few more days & another part needed to get away cuz it was sooo hard to watch! i went in the end as i thought he would rather me go & not see him die (at the time he was barely able to talk, not in his state of min etc ..) & he had his partner with him so i knew he was not alone! I carry this guilt with me tho .. should i have stayed? was i wrong to leave him? anyway that weekend the day i was coming back i got a call from his partner saying he was in a bad way, the nurse was there & saying it would be best to give him an injection to end his pain quicker for him, i agreed & when i returened home he was gone =[ I guess i always just worry about the fact i never got to say goodbye & that i love him but found it soo hard to watch him go the way he did. What you said about him loving children .. yes he did, very much .. he always gave sweets/presents out to his friends children & children in the neighbourhood! He was sometimes harsh with words to me, he like me i think could get very hot headed & what he said was always right! Like he would never listen to me if i said for example ' actually this is how/what happened '. Where you put he said 'Thankyou' am not too sure what this is for? guess it could be many things but am not sure =S Yes i have recently had a girl 6 months ago, her dad (my partner) is from pakistanso she is abit darker & also not much hair at the moment (we often call her baldy lol) You say he visits often? i guess because iam a strong beliver in spirits like my mum & dad are i always thought i would be able to feel maybe even see them when they had passed but i dont think i have ever flt him near me .. i have been feeling very upset & lonely sometimes & i turn to him alot but never feel anything .. is there a reason for this? I would like to think he is here & watching over/protecting my baby girl (his grandaughter) With the puppy i think maybe he is reffering to the dog we had .. blazer. when i was about 14 i begged him if we could get a dog & we finially got one but we had to give him away as noone was ever around to walk him etc ... I dont know why he would bring that up tho ..? I think our relationship was apart abit when he passed due to the fact neither of us were ones to show our emotions infront of anyone .. i wish i had of done now so he knew how i felt! I hope he knows now how i feel. Where you wrote about the lovers reversed card, i think maybe this could mean the time where he had got married for a 2nd time & it ended bad (i think she had cheated on him) & he completely fell apart after that even to the point he tried to overdose & unfortunatly while i was in the house which ended up him in hospital & me at my mums for a few days (this was when i was about 14/15. After a few weeks he bounced back up though & soon met who was his partner when he passed & i believe he was very happy after that! I know in life he was worrying about money & me doing good in school & college & a few times i let him down with my decisions to do with college etc .. but i hope he understands now that i wasnt sure what i wanted to do with my life & wasnt the most confident person which made it harder for me! He was a good man though & always gave to people who needed especially his friends, he had a few very close friends who he always helped out. I got married last year & had my baby in may. I know he always wanted me to get a good job before having children but it didnt turn out that way for me & i want him to know that i am happy its happened this way because when i lost him i had noone else (lost most of my family) & soon after i was able to start a new family. Sorry for the long email haha but have never really been able to talk about this & it feels good to get it all out, so thankyou for your help =] Its funny aswel cuz in life he was never one to talk much, show feelings etc .. & in your reading this is how he comes accros ( i dunno if u picked up on that ) Although am soo greatful for this reading & what you have said there are still a few more things i would like to ask if i could .. would i need to pay for another reading for u to be able to contact him again? Just a thought as i know your busy =] Thankyou again & i will continue to read your blogs! Catherine
Hey Stephanie Thankyou sooo much for doing my reading, just emailing you back to tell you my feelings on the reading ( not sure if your posting this on your blog as i couldnt see it but feel free too if you would like ) ( also will comment on your testimonial page aswel ) I will go through what you said & tell you what i think of it all or what i got from it .. some things i didnt know ie. names, you mentioned brother .. i dont have a brother but i know he does am just not sure of his name. Also from what i know he had a troubled relationship with his dad (also not sure of his name) which i believe was a result of my dad (trevor) lying to his father constanly about things he had done in his past .. things which ended him being put in prison during most of my childhood. Sadly thats all i know about my dads side of the family .. i know i met his mother father when i was a baby but after that my dad had lost touch with them & so i never saw them again. I know his mum passed away but we do not know about his dad passing away. I have asked my mum if she knows about any names on my dads side of the family but she has not got back to me yet. So yes Trevor was my dad, alot of my younger childhood he wasnt there due to my parents divorcing as a result of my dads lying to my mum & from about the age of 6 to 10 he was in prison but used to always send me letters. He came out & found me & my mum when i was about 11 & at the age of 13 i choose to live with him as me & my mum do not get on very well. I was always closer to my dad but we was never close close like he did find it hard i think to show emotion & so do i so we never really had heart to heart talks etc ... I had just turned 20 when he passed & i guess for all the time we had together i took him for granted like i thought we would have soo many years ahead of us & i feel like it all happened soo quick & i never had the chance to tell him how upset i was about the illness he had & that i was scared he would soon be gone, he was diagnosed with cancer in dec & he died the feb & the whole time between them he deteriorated soo quickly it was very hard for me to watch! He always had his partner with him, she was great at the time, without her i would not of been able to cope as my dad needed alot of help the last 2 months, got to the stage he couldnt walk etc .. & the last few days it was my birthday & i had arranged a few months before to go away for the weekend on a ghost hunt thing & the day i left he was very bad, apart of me wanted to not go as i guess i knew in my head he was only gonna be here a few more days & another part needed to get away cuz it was sooo hard to watch! i went in the end as i thought he would rather me go & not see him die (at the time he was barely able to talk, not in his state of min etc ..) & he had his partner with him so i knew he was not alone! I carry this guilt with me tho .. should i have stayed? was i wrong to leave him? anyway that weekend the day i was coming back i got a call from his partner saying he was in a bad way, the nurse was there & saying it would be best to give him an injection to end his pain quicker for him, i agreed & when i returened home he was gone =[ I guess i always just worry about the fact i never got to say goodbye & that i love him but found it soo hard to watch him go the way he did. What you said about him loving children .. yes he did, very much .. he always gave sweets/presents out to his friends children & children in the neighbourhood! He was sometimes harsh with words to me, he like me i think could get very hot headed & what he said was always right! Like he would never listen to me if i said for example ' actually this is how/what happened '. Where you put he said 'Thankyou' am not too sure what this is for? guess it could be many things but am not sure =S Yes i have recently had a girl 6 months ago, her dad (my partner) is from pakistanso she is abit darker & also not much hair at the moment (we often call her baldy lol) You say he visits often? i guess because iam a strong beliver in spirits like my mum & dad are i always thought i would be able to feel maybe even see them when they had passed but i dont think i have ever flt him near me .. i have been feeling very upset & lonely sometimes & i turn to him alot but never feel anything .. is there a reason for this? I would like to think he is here & watching over/protecting my baby girl (his grandaughter) With the puppy i think maybe he is reffering to the dog we had .. blazer. when i was about 14 i begged him if we could get a dog & we finially got one but we had to give him away as noone was ever around to walk him etc ... I dont know why he would bring that up tho ..? I think our relationship was apart abit when he passed due to the fact neither of us were ones to show our emotions infront of anyone .. i wish i had of done now so he knew how i felt! I hope he knows now how i feel. Where you wrote about the lovers reversed card, i think maybe this could mean the time where he had got married for a 2nd time & it ended bad (i think she had cheated on him) & he completely fell apart after that even to the point he tried to overdose & unfortunatly while i was in the house which ended up him in hospital & me at my mums for a few days (this was when i was about 14/15. After a few weeks he bounced back up though & soon met who was his partner when he passed & i believe he was very happy after that! I know in life he was worrying about money & me doing good in school & college & a few times i let him down with my decisions to do with college etc .. but i hope he understands now that i wasnt sure what i wanted to do with my life & wasnt the most confident person which made it harder for me! He was a good man though & always gave to people who needed especially his friends, he had a few very close friends who he always helped out. I got married last year & had my baby in may. I know he always wanted me to get a good job before having children but it didnt turn out that way for me & i want him to know that i am happy its happened this way because when i lost him i had noone else (lost most of my family) & soon after i was able to start a new family. Sorry for the long email haha but have never really been able to talk about this & it feels good to get it all out, so thankyou for your help =] Its funny aswel cuz in life he was never one to talk much, show feelings etc .. & in your reading this is how he comes accros ( i dunno if u picked up on that ) Although am soo greatful for this reading & what you have said there are still a few more things i would like to ask if i could .. would i need to pay for another reading for u to be able to contact him again? Just a thought as i know your busy =] Thankyou again & i will continue to read your blogs! Catherine
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Jan 19, 2012
April- Here's the reading about your Mom- Cathrine...I hope it helps....Let me know :)
April – OMG- I’m so sorry it’s taken so long to get this to you – So much going on….especially this past couple of weeks – Heck, months! : ) You wanted me to contact your Mom, Christine…. I hope that I am able to provide you with what you’re seeking – First, I don’t think she lived to be very old & in fact,
I asked her to open up to me, please and tell me WHO she was in life…..WHAT she loved & what she disliked….what she may have regretted (in life) because there are no feelings of regret now J and I wanted to know if she had any special messages for you and if she could maybe even show me how she may have passed away –
First, I saw everything and everyone from my “past” flash before my eyes…(I’ve developed, on my own – certain “visions” that mean certain things– so when seen, I get a general interpretation….(does that make sense?) This vision led me to believe that she was one who lived in the past & was often just stuck there…Like she couldn’t move forward because she focused on the past more than the future….Maybe it’s because the past represented happy memories, and as time progressed events, life, things were so unpleasant, that rather than deal with them- she lived in the past….I’m not sure…this is just my interpretation –Just a general feeling that she, at one time, had a life she enjoyed – and somewhere along the line, she “lost her way” and the future got lost.
I picked up that she enjoyed being a “rebel” of sorts….She didn’t seem to have a lot of “boundaries”, but she liked this because she had a lot of ideas and wasn’t afraid to try them out, against the norm….But then, Again, I “see” past associations again – as in, she enjoyed a period in time when she had a strong character and traveled through life with higher morals…..& as time progressed, she seemed to always be chasing after ambitions that were “worthless” in a sense….Even acted in possible illegal, dishonest, deceptive manners - & just didn’t have any faith within her own self…. This was a part of herself she didn’t like anymore and in addition, she really didn’t like it’s effects which they eventually led her to….I am seeing a hospital and bars….which makes me think that maybe she went to jail? Or was somehow committed?....something against her own will – enforced upon her….could even be a relationship that was like a prison…not sure – I do see she had problems with another – which seem to never got resolved? Not sure about this….She needed a break, a rest – (hopefully this means something to you) She had a lot of depression…sorrow and anxiety and hated feeling like this – but felt trapped.
When I asked her what she regretted most in like or would re-do, I got the image of a person – but they were a blurry…This represents to me she had a lot of Confusion, hesitation, and regretted her inability to make decisive choices. Feelings are within me of being very lethargic….like I can’t “get it together”….waste a lot of time….loss of energy, inspiration, drive, goals…..trouble understanding and/or learning to cope….poor self image, and just simply – “giving up”…..That’s what she regrets - She wishes she’d had “figured” it out before it was too late….how to regain mastery of herself and her surroundings…..to put forth creative action and have the self discipline she needed to be confident enough to take make important decisions and take risk again -
I asked if there was anything she wanted you to know….and from “visions – thoughts – and feelings” I put together this: (I hope I’m right!) First and foremost, you don’t have to let your own past dictate your future the way she did…learn from her mistakes – Never be “jealous” and realize that she allowed all these negative things to become her – And you don’t have to do that. Stand up for you and your beliefs….I get the feeling she dealt with mental illness issues & she didn’t have the strength of character to pull herself out – But that you are a much stronger person than she ever was & she’s proud of how you handled everything that happened to you as a result of her doings (were you taken away from her?) I get that feeling - ??? Don’t ever feel like your hard work is useless – If at first you don’t succeed, never give up – re-think – re-organize and try again….Change and liberation is key & she wants you to know that and understand / accept that. Rather than fixing or resolving her problems – she avoided them….Sometimes there is no solution and you have to know when to walk away…but don’t ever walk away just because something is too hard. Be a fighter and winner and teach your kids (who yes, she see’s and thinks are GREAT) the same thing – One of them have her name (maybe their middle name) and she thinks that’s awesome & she wanted you to know that nothing was ever your fault & just your ability to forgive other’s is amazing – something she also lacked…..
And death the first thing I got (and I absolutely hate to say this!) is she committed suicide….? If she didn’t, then her death appears to have somehow been the result of something “intentional”…… Whatever happened – She’s says she’s sorry she left you feeling abandoned – more than once….
She’s proud of the women you’ve become & wants you to show the world how great you can still be – you have much more to do show and accomplish….
(sorry about the suicide….if it’s not true….how did she pass?)
I hope this helped, some…I don’t know if I answered anything or not or if the entire reading is off…..Please let me know – Take care and good luck - Stephanie
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Okay Steph I know you are anxious about this so here it goes. I am sorry if this is going to be long. There is just so much to say hehe. I am just going to go down the reading and respond to what I think you got right or wrong. (Mostly was right about everything) K I need to say thank you for doing this and keeping your word. I don't know if it was because your a woman of your word kind of like myself or if it was cause I secretly kept asking about it hehe. Either way I appreciate your time in getting it done. That being said here is what I think about it... I totally agree with the fact that she lived in the past. My mother did live in the past. I so believe that. I believe that I have seen her happier in the past when I was a child. A young child. That being said I believe you are so right about her getting lost in her way and not being able to find herself. I do also believe she could have been a rebel in the past. Like you described. I remember as a child her going out and dancing and having fun but towards the end I don't believe I ever seen her as having fun. I guess the first thing you mentioned is that she must have died young and that is so true. My mom was only 47 years old when she passed away. To young to die in my opinion. I don't think that my mother ever should any sort of faith in herself. You mentioned that she might have went to jail this I am not sure of as my younger sister stated I think that she might have. But I do know that she was committed to the hospital as you picked up on for mental illness. She was very depressed. In paragraph 4 where you talk about her being a "rebel" of sorts you mention about the bars and a hospital you mention that it could have been a relationship that went bad or that she felt trapped in. I think that she might have felt trapped in the last relationship she was in. My mother had so much sorrow and depression and I could see you definitely picking up on this. I am just so sorry that I wasn't able to be there for her when she felt so terrible. Now that you picked up on it too I feel even worse knowing that she lived her life like this. I am so sorry that she had to be that way. I want to know if she felt trapped because of the man she was seeing she felt trapped in the relationship because he owned half the house or the whole house that she lived in and that was hers. Is this I wonder why she felt trapped in the relationship. He wasn't giving her anything besides holding this over her head. No other parts of a relationship. He didn't stay with her wouldn't (pardon my language you don't have to post this part if you don't want ) sleep with her just seemed like he was there for her cause (I am so sorry I have to say this about my mom) he felt bad for her. And didn't want to see her hurt. The next paragraph... What she would like to redo if she could. You mention that there was somebody that was blurry could this have been somebody she was showing you? Or was it to mean that she regretted the confusion, and not being able to make the right choices. Here in your reading I feel she is still be very negative in the reading. You know she didn't make all wrong choices just some people don't get a happy here you go kind of life and my mom was dealt a hard life. I am not saying she couldn't make it any easier but she sure could have tried a little. I love her very much though. And I so miss her a lot. As far as what she wanted me to know... Its funny the fist thing to that she says is not to be jealous. I think the whole family has problems with this one. I think we all get jealous of one another. Not just us sisters but my aunts, and grandparents and everyone. I feel my sisters and I even though they might be in place they can't admit to it yet I think we are all jealous of each other at times in our life. Jealously is so bad lol. I will say it again here my mom did have mental health issues and I had them when I was younger as well. I think here in the paragraph you hit home the most for me. I was taking away from my mom on September 3, 1993. I was 13 years old. I had to go to foster care. And for you to pick up on that and for my mom to say for her wrong doings is amazing. She never once admitted to doing anything wrong before. After I left I suffered major depression and lots of other mental health issues and had problems for a very long time. Actually until I gave birth to my son Austin and had something to live for. Somebody to love me unconditionally and that I could love back. Something/Somebody to live for is when I turned myself around mentally. I think my mom is trying to say not to let MY past haunt me and keep me down like she let happen to her. At the end of this paragraph you mention about one of my kids being named after her. This isn't so BUT I WAS going to name my daughter after her and at the last minute decided not to do it. I went back and forth with that decision. I found out that I was pregnant the day after my mom passed away. My sisters and I were in mom's house and we were going through things and I was so upset I wanted to drink. I remember talking to my sisters about not having my period yet and thinking it was a possibility that I could be pregnant or if it was the stress from mom being sick and passing away. My mom had a drink of something (not even sure what it was in the fridge) but I wanted to drink it. My sister told me if she bought me a test and it was negative I could drink it. Well when she bought the test it was positive. I was pregnant. I didn't know what to do my feelings were so out of whack at this point. Was I suppose to be happy. Was it wrong to be happy at this point. I just want to say part of me feels my mom is inside my little girl somewhere like reincarnation but I know that's probably not true. I know that my little girl helped me get through my mom's death. And I am really really close with her. She has some sort of attachment with me. I love it though. Anyways.... The last part of the reading. The Cause of Death..... Here You have me puzzled. You mentioned that you think it is that she committed suicide. Well she has done that in the past especially with the mental health issues she had. It is my understanding that my mom's health was slowly deterating. She was a smoker and had problems breathing. She had COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease) I guess one day she got very ill and left a note for my niece who was staying with her at the time for her to go to neighbors house that she was sick and had to go to the hospital. Then She called an ambulance and went to the local hospital. She was told she had pneumonia. She wasn't getting any better after a week or two and the hospital said she needed more care than what they could give her. It was just a small town hospital so they sent her to Kansas City MO. Once there things just kept getting worse. They told us that she had respiratory failure and was put on a machine to breath for her to take less stress off of her. A ventilator I guess its called. She seemed to start getting better and she was starting to sit up in bed and I talked to her on the phone. They were talking about letting her out on I remember it was a Sunday. She was excited for this. The next day I got a phone call and they said that she was gone. I said what do you mean. They said she was no longer with us Brain Dead they said. I said how can that be. I just talked to her last night on the phone and she was getting out on Sunday. I guess her brain hemorrhaged I guess you can say. Intracranial Hemorrhage and respiratory failure are listed on her death certificate with pneumonia and Copd with contributing factors. I never understood what happened that night. Did something happen in the hospital that caused her brain to hemorrhage. DId they drop my mom trying to turn her or did it just happen for no apparent reason at all. I just don't understand why? That's what I was hoping that you could get too. Did she know something was wrong. DId the hospital do something to mess it up. I remember all of us sitting around the table talking with the social worker at the hospital and we all discussing getting an autopsy so that we could have answers. We all wanted to understand better. When we called to find out if the results were done yet they told us they didnt' do one. That we didn't sign the paper work to do one. When I know we did. We went through this at the table with everyone there. So I feel the hospital did something and tried to cover it up by not doing the autopsy. We as you have done in my reading are not rich hehe or have the means to sue the hospital or the doctor so I just feel they did something still. I hope I am wrong but miss my mom so much. Steph I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for this reading. You were so right about most of it and had me thinking about how much she was in pain mentally about how she lived her life. I knew she was giving up. We all did. I feel so bad that we didn't say mom straighten up. COme out of it. Shake yourself out. Get on track again. I am so sorry she had to live a life full of pain. I do have one more important question for you steph then I won't bother you again hehe. Can you tell or tarot tell if a person is sick and needs medical attention? First lets get to the reason I am asking I have been having some weird symptoms and I feel like I might have something wrong with my head. I am trying to be serious I know some might laugh at this. I get scared because this is the reason that my mom passed and I have 4 very small children and I am not ready to leave them behind yet. They would be so lost without me. Truthfully I am the only here for them since moms gone. I know I was just diagnosed with a hypothyroid problem but these symptoms I have been having are that my head hurts and feels really just kind of funny. And then I get a little blurry vision and my foot goes numb for some reason. I get very nausated and sick. It will last the whole day then evening comes and I am some what better. Oh I sure hope its not what mom had. Pls any insight would be helpful. I can't leave my little bunnnies.
Date: Thu, 19 Jan 2012 19:47:47 -0600
Date: Thu, 19 Jan 2012 19:47:47 -0600
I will check on your health issue's.....You're mom is ok, promise...I think she just wanted to let you know that she is accepting responsibility now - That's all. About her death, I just picked up "intentionally"....Is there someone who didn't want her to get well? I know that sounds horrible. could have been the hospital - Could have even been herself? if she suffered from depression so bad? Maybe she didn't want to live like that anymore and she lends no other info on that...so, really- I guess its the "past" and needs to stay there - "hint".... She's good - Just wants you to know that. I'm glad I hit on a lot of items...Yea! Can't get it all right though...especially in interpretations.....Have a great night and I will let you know about the health, but believe you're ok. Just take care of yourself. Steph
